I have lost my routine of writing every day. Work has been so crazy busy the last few days I have hardly had a moment to myself at work and then I get home and I have been busy painting baseboards, unpacking, cooking, general tidying up that I have fallen into bed each night exhausted. On top of that I have been sick I know and am only now just starting to feel better. But I can tell I am still tired, I am short tempered and impatient at work, unable to focus effectively and don’t feel like I am in control this week. Double that with all the ideas swirling in my head to promote the cookbook and the stress of having no time to do them and I am swamped. I can hardly imagine that we are leaving next week on vacation to Amsterdam and then a small holiday in Madrid while I am at work there and then back, a quick trip to New York for work and suddenly it is the second half of July and where has the summer gone. I find now to make plans with friends you have to book everyone including us months in advance. How did life get like this? Tomorrow night I am taking a night off and having dinner with my best friend. Outside of phone calls we haven’t seen each other in almost five months, between competing busy schedules. To me that just tells me I have my priorities wrong. Anyway enough excuses and enough complaining! I truly hope if you are reading this your life is full and you have time to enjoy. I feel like mine is full but where is the downtime to enjoy it!
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