This waiting is nerve wracking

ahhhh, this is so nerve wracking waiting for DHL to arrive with my cookbook!!! I don't have a tracking number so I can't see its progress but I have checked my email a million times to see if the publisher had written to say the delivery had changed or there was something wrong with the book.  I have texted my guy a million times to see if it has arrived, so much so that I have run out of credit on my phone!  I was up at six this morning; even unconsciously I must have been thinking about the book arriving today. This is like being five years old on Christmas morning and being told you have to stay in bed until your parents get up before going downstairs!!! I wish the time would pass more quickly!!!